husband...

i miss my husband.... i want him back here.... living our lives separately is not fun for me anymore... being a weekend wife doesn't thrill me anymore.... i want my husband here... i want him beside me all the time... not just during the weekends...

it breaks my heart to see him travelling in and out of JB and Shah Alam.... i know he doesn't get enough rest because of the long drives... but he still comes home every weekend without fail.... the things he does for the one person he loves.... the things he does while carrying out his responsibilities as a husband.... just melts me away....

the things that i do in return?? showing tantrums, mood swings, demand macam2... just because we don't get to spend our days like other couples... so i demand some sort of payback or refund for the times we've lost...

and yet, he's patient... he is the most patient person that i ever met... kalau orang lain, mau dah kena belasah dah aku ni.... huhuhuhu.... i have never met a person who loves me for me.. i mean, the real me... the impossible me... and OMG, i love him very much too!! (nak jalan jauh2 ni lagi la sedih... 2 weeks tak jumpa....) i am so thankful that God sent him to me... and i feel lucky each day coz i get to experience this great love....

thank you, bebe... i luv u....