its our 5th day of fasting... i only get to spend 2 of them with my hubby... here we go again... being apart as i need to end my jobless terms.. hehe... it's been 10 months now since i last worked... and the journey is colorful.. there's pink, blue, green and even grey... some chinese people say that 2009 is a bad year... yeah, i couldn't agree more in the 1st quarter of my year... but as a muslim, we have to believe in hikmah... there are a lot of blessings in disguise after all the happenings... i'll just have to keep the faith..
i used to have this torned up feeling when i was younger n living with my grandma... i used to feel so bad for leaving her whenever i follow my mum back to shah alam for a while... but when i'm in kampung, i missed being with my mum....
same goes with the situation now.. i wanna be with my husband in PG but i've been applying for so many jobs there but just takde rezeki.... i also know by fact that if i keep on staying there n do nothing, i'll go kookoo.... huhuhhu... don't get me wrong... but i think it's time for me to start my career again.... i may have done some foolish decisions before... but like redza always say, don't look back.. it's a lesson to be learnt... so now, i'm back on the market!
let's hope that i get a job real soon....
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