well, another 10 days to go! yesterday i was like crazy youtube-ing lagu raya... it's our 2nd raya together as husband and wife this year.. Alhamdulillah... but i easily become fragile every raya now.. i don't know.. maybe its because i miss my nenek n moyang.... i can't really say that i miss my atuk coz he passed away when i was 4 years old.. so there ain't many memories of him... how i miss those days when me n my brother would wait in front of nenek's house for our cousins to come back n celebrate raya... when my mum n aunties would be very busy in the dapur preparing raya dish! sampai terbarai puasa la orang kata!
i remembered there was one time they made dodol... it was really nice! since i was really small, i wasn't fasting.. so i get to taste the dodol the moment it cooks... yummy slimy black colour dodol that is not yet firm... meleleh2.. yumyum! that's my memory of dodol... one memory of atuk was him smashing eggs for kuih bahulu... the kuih was made traditionally.... in a tempayan..n then baked on dapur kayu.... rasa dia?? keras ketung! ahhaha.... my grandma likes it that way.. coz the bahulu can stand longer.. one more famous kuih of my great-grandma is kuih keras... the kuih, like the name is darn keras! its made of tepung laa.. tepung tatau apa, n digoreng... later it will be Jemur under the sun... that makes it keras... lastly, disira with gula.... sedap! n tahan lama plak tu....
haih... how i wish things were back to those days... where people love each other.. well, i guess it comes with the new millenium where people's heart just die... mati hati.... so, we're left with a few family members who have yet to fight! (oh please, no more drama!)... sometimes people cannot move on because they never forgive each other... let alone their hearts... i myself still cannot find in my heart how to forgive n forget about some people's actions... all i can do is, shut them out... even if we ever gonna "kiss n make up", things can NEVER go back to the way they were...
terlajak perahu, bole reverse, terlajak kata, hilang lah sedara....
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